Misha will actively go on record saying, “Jensen and I would have fucked nasty in the back of the impala, for the sake of canon Destiel of course, in a heartbeat. But the CW is homophonic :/”
And we just let him keep saying these things with no consequences.
Then Jensen like a week later is like, “No we did fuck nasty in the back of the impala, for the sake of canon Destiel of course, they just cut it :/”
headcanon that when dean gets to heaven, the handprint reappears on his shoulder. because even if it was removed from his mortal body, it couldn’t be separated from his soul.
And finally, that moment when Cas sacrificed himself for him. The moment where he did lose Cas forever. Where he was sobbing on the floor and wouldn’t even answer the phone to his own brother! Dean would never ignore a call to his brother when the world was ending. But at this moment he was in so much pain he just couldn’t keep going.
All of that was a man in love with his best friend. Their relationship may not have been perfect, but you can see they still loved each other with their whole heart.
a million years later I’m still emotional about how Dean’s last word to Cas in the series was “Cas”. the name he gave him, his brand on Cas as Cas’ handprint was on him, marking all the ways they’ve changed each other, both affirming I am yours and you are mine. he was going to say “I love you” back but he already did
thinking abt that interview where j2 said that sam and dean wouldn’t have love interests cause it would be awkward for them to be driving around with some girl in the back of the impala and yet-